| My life is such a drag. My grandmother still treats me like a 15 year old. Yeah I understand I do live in her house but still. I am 21 about to be 22 in August come on now she has to give me a break. My momma is taking a vacation the first week in June and wants me to go but my grandmother I already know will be tripping about it. So I don't know what to do . Could y'all help me out? I have 18 hours of vacation time is what the assisstant manager told me when I asked her about it because she said it would be a good idea to go with my momma. Oh by the way she is going to Dallas and that is where my "FIANCE'" is  . So I would get to see him. But the only thing is that is the week we get paid and the week leading up to our church trip. I would want to be here to get my check but I wouldn't be able to if I went with my momma. I don't know I want to go but don't want to hear my granny's mouth about it. What's a girl to do? |
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| Well how long has it been since I posted ,like 2 weeks almost. Well I only came because I am proud of myself. I got an A and 4 Bs this semester giving me a 3.07 for the semester and bringing my GPA up to a 2.5. Yeah that is not all that but I'm trying to get it up before I graduate. I am aiming for all A's next semester which is likely impossible. I haven't had all A's since first grade . I don't know what it feels like to get all A's. Anyway I did good even though I felt overwhelmed this semester. |
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| Well people. I know it's been a while!!! But I been so busy. You know with the end of the semester and all. I am depressed and tired. My cell phone is off because I am broke, my car needs a master cylinder, and my loan payment is due tomorrow. Oh yeah and I forgot my bank account is well overdrafted. I am living a terrible life right now. I can't talk to no one on the phone because I don't have my cell phone. I can't go nowhere cause I ain't got no gas or wither I have to work. But it will get better for me. I have a paper to do on Choudrant. How in the world is it going to be at least 10 references. I am like we are writing about rural towns and communities so how can we get that many. I am just going to do it if I get ten I do if not oh well. Choudrant isn't even considered a town it is a village. |
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| Well I am going to miss choir rehearsal tonight but not next week becuase I am off. I only work Sunday, Tuesday, and Saturday for right now. I was supposed to take off for Saturday because we are having a car wash for our church trip but I will go until time for me to go to work. I work from 2 until 6 next Saturday. I hate driving to Ruston for those few hours that makes no sense at all. |
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| Been a week since I been on here. So how is everyone doing? Good I hope as for me, I making it through the grace and goodness of the Lord. Man, I am so broke, my bank account is overdrawn, my cellphone bill is way overdue. The had cut it off but I called and asked them to cut it back on. They cut it back on too. I am depressed and tired. If these two or three weeks don't hurry up and be over with I am going to be burnt out. I came to work late today and I don't care because I am tired. I will still get my hours though. This is Tigerfest, well today, tomorrow, and Friday, and your girl can't go. I am broke and I have to work today and Friday. Oh well it will be aight.I don't have a life besides work and school anyway. My boyfriend is acting stupid but I have a new friend and he has a job and money and a ride and will give me anything that I ask for. I asked him to put some gas in my car Sunday and he did. I didn't think he would though. My brkes going out on my car I will get those fixed ASAP. My boyfriend can't even send me no money cause he ain't got no job. And it is because of his bad temper that I told him to watch. It is like he could care less about me living from check to check. But I cared enough to help him out. But I ain't worried. I am going to move on with my life and try to live it to the fullest. |
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